Too complex for life's simple things

***WARNING***WARNING***Extremely LONG, DETAILED, rAnDoM thought, but with the most thought possible from this bored, deeply thoughtful mind of mine...
Everyone seems to be set on when the end of the world is coming, as if they really have nothing better in their lives than to wait for our demise that apparently is due to the amount of sin and evil that exists in our human nature. I think that this universe is way too complex to be focusing on its end or what caused it to begin. I think that God, Zeus, Aphrodite, Satan, Mother Nature, Adam, Eve and a lamb were all having a group orgy one day in a hot tub filled with primordial soup and then God said to Zeus "Hey dude, why don't we make more humans like the ideal Adam and Eve?" (keeping in mind that Adam and Eve werent even perfect let alone good at using a spoken language to communicate like intelligent beings). Meanwhile Adam and Eve are getting it on from Aphrodite's love spell magic, Satan's masturbating in the corner, and Mother Nature and the lamb are painting lush landscapes for creation of the Earth and its many colorful sceneries. Who really knows how the world came about? I mean, you could really lose yourself in a thought like that...shit it took me like 5 minutes just to come up with that analogy (the Satan thing came easy ***no pun intended***). Not one human is perfect in this world, only thought perfect through relativity to other creations in this universe, or made up ideas of it. So we are bound to sin. We give others the idea that the time that we occupy in this, our universe, is not good enough for "God" or his standards, that he would be more pure and kinder. Well, why do we have the choice to be evil or good, why be given the opportunity to say the wrong thing when the right things are in our heads? I believe in God, don't get me wrong, but I am starting to see a pattern...our lives are filled with choice and responsibility. You choose what you will, but be prepared with a full army of responsibility to shoot down any opposition that might come your way. God gives us the choice to be as we will, and I think issues such as gay rights, abortion, sins of the mind, body and voice are all just aspects that power hungry individuals try to control to feel better about themselves. Those are the few who are empty and poor in spirit and need to resort to petty options to satisfy their being. Leave everyone alone and let them do what they want as long as it doesn't take away from life and make it worse. We should be glad to exist in such a lenient world where our deepest desires can be realized from a breath short of tomorrow or the person sitting next to you. It's what you make of your life that really defines YOUR life. And the reason why almost everyone generally finds killing as a bad thing is because they don't want to imagine a person that comes from the same universe as them having their whole life filled with chance and decision to be taken from them outside of their own wants and aspirations. You can't put an end to the story when the author has not thought it out that way, or the Editor hasn't put in his two sense for a change of ending that makes sense to our universal laws. Noone wants to watch Neo die thirty minutes into The Matrix when someone has already decided that he will save Trinity just once more before she sacrifices her chance at life for the one she loves. Then comes the question, though, of whether if God exists if our lives are already predestined and decided as if the story is already written and we are just slowly reading our own novels in detail front to back, and occasionally skimming a couple of lines of those who exist along with us.
Anyways, got lost on a thought, but duh, thats just me I guess always thinking.
So if the world is gonna end and someone knows when, then it makes me wonder how they know such a thing if those Elite are subjects to a higher form of existence and intelligence as we all are. Are there different levels of being? Are there ways to reach those levels? Do substances really cause you to enter a different dimension of thought that brings you higher than the rest? Not saying that you are truly competent when you are fucked up, but then again, how much more do you think when you are in comparison to sticking to your daily life's routine and organized thought patterns? Yet again just another thought. But coming to the point, I wonder if these "prophetic" visions are things seen in dreams. I have realized in my many years of dreaming that there are three types of dreams: situational-realistic, conceptual-idealistic and a combination of the two (I'll just call it prophetic for the sake of the argument at hand)...Just made these terms just now; not really trying to sound smart though, just using words to describe. But the realistic ones seem to use daily happenings and formulate a situation that resembles the day's activities and interactions with people. This is usually probably when something or someone impacts you positively or negatively. And when your day is really not too impactful on your life in the overall picture (or you simply just dont give a shit about anything that day), then your memory kicks in and you have random relapses of your brain that remind you of the interval of time in a more detailed manner. Then there is the conceptual-idealistic where you take one concept (whether inherent in a person's existence as a concept of hapiness or an idea that proves to be an ideal one to conceptualize into a dream) and you formulate an idealistic vision into a dream that you enjoy viewing or reminiscing about in your time of resting (Like being Mario and saving the Princess...my favorite and most repetitive dream by far). Mix the two and I believe that our minds reveal to us a realistic yet minimally idealistic vision of our future (unless the utopia in our complex optimistic mind follows universal law completely). Then one day this vision will kick in as dejavu to behold before your eyes as a repeat of something once detailed in a dream. So maybe we really do make our own paths and we ultimately know what road we are going down. But our minds connect somehow in a big universal matrix, guiding us toward each other somehow, and to our individual destinies that we hope for in life or cannot expect precisely based on the nature of choice and unpredictability. And maybe that is what our dreams really are, prophecies, and however deep you decide to pay attention to them, that makes you venture that farther into the future through your dreams. But the deeper you think, the more lost you get just due to the fact that the science of our being is just not meant to be analyzed, harped on, worried about, or figured out at that. It is solely meant to be just destiny, the word representing such a simple idea with complex linkages and webs of volition.
So then be hopeful always in life, because it is yours and noone can take it from you. Hook it up as if you would that expensive car that you have dumped countless hours into working for and stressing out in order to get it. Redirect your search for hapiness towards the present day path and live it up because the rest of your life cannot be decided now. Think, if there is a prophecy for the end of the world, why must it be so pessimistic and thought of as the end...because there is no certainty for the end of everything in our human minds, and why waste your time on such a horrible thought? Go eat some cheese cake and enjoy life's simple things. All the small, short, neglected, unnoticed and underappreciated things matter in life more than you think, because they hold the key to more than as seen for face value. Its funny how one can achieve such a higher satisfaction knowing the small things that matter among our human connections and not having to know the more intricate aspects of our design.
I am going to stop giving my time to a computer screen so that I may enjoy the sweet love of another's kiss, one of the smallest yet most beautiful elements of our human entity.