More To The Mind Than Meets The Personality

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Emily

Today was an ok day...a strange one tho.
First, I woke up then went back to bed apparently without realizing it, so I woke up at 710 when I should have left by 700 to get to class, so i just agreed with my body and went right back to sleep until 810. So I overslept obviously. Went to school, wooohooo. Though at school I felt void of feeling in my hand.
It was a nice cool day today, I wore my "Spanky's nice rack" long sleeved and long pants as always. I was thinking about Emily all day, because I have been talking to her alot after work, staying late to close and just talking to her about everything and anything. It's weird how that works, when you don't usually know what to talk about, but it just comes out and flows perfectly to learn a bunch about the person you are talking to. I enjoyed every moment of it...what a chick with a personality. SO, back to the walking and thinking thing, I just couldn't stop thinking about her, about how much I wanted to be with her, to talk to her, get to know her. When I walk, I usually let my arms hang freely. But it was chili, so I ran inside and got a bowl...lol (ever heard that joke)...ok, seriously, it was a bad tit nipply, so I put the left hand in my pocket, still maintaining my cool walk for others to observe while my right hand hung almost still. It kinda felt like my hand was empty, but full with the thought of her. Kinda like her fingers were interlacing with mine...it felt good in the moment. Then it made me want it for real, so it kinda made me feel lonely again. But for that moment, I felt as if I wasn't alone.
Then I did the same careless thing when I got back from school. I set my alarm for 320 and got up, reset it and went back to sleep without realizing it until I woke up at 400 (when I was sposed to be at work) and my grandmother reminded me on the telephone. Thanks to her, I woke up. But twice in the same day, that's odd...I must be getting really sick and thats why I am sleepy. My friend Allen and Ashley both have some sort of sickness and I hung out with them both last week for however brief of a time. Or maybe I stayed after work for too late...oh well it was worth it.
Then I came home, and to my delight she wrote me a message. We don't usually see each other until the weekend when we both work a majority of the time. So if anything, and hopefully eventually, we would have to talk to each other and make plans to meet. I think we have a weird connection, but I like it. It's almost too perfect...oh, well, knock on wood if i am going to say that. I don't want my luck to run out with this girl. She likes me for me, and vice versa with her. I can't describe her in words...just plain cool I guess. She must have blown in with the beautiful weather we are having in FL. Cool, breezy and a breath of fresh air...but sunny enough to keep you toasty inside.

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