What's the point, really?

Oh, thank god...its daylight savings time! I went out with my friend James to the car meet next to my job and I was having an awesome time catching up on old times and new alike. Now I can sleep an extra hour before church tomorrow! I gotta wake up at 730 for that and it would have been 2 o clock after I just got out of the shower. Whew..
So I purdy much just slept till 12 today, watched a Winnie the Pooh movie about Tigger...lol...I was really sleepy still and I didn't feel like getting up to find the remote. Then since I couldn't fall asleep again, I got up and put my floor neons in my car. Looks good at night! Showed them off tonight as well on the street. That took up most of my time...
Speaking of that, it is amazing how I don't have alot of time, yet the time I spend doing free time stuff turns out to be useless and a waste. I wish I could actually make use of that time that is given to me and spend it taking a girl out, getting to know them, or even just hanging out with some of my guy friends shooting pool and such. But they all went to other schools. I miss James and Daniel. Tito, my other car buddy, is still down here but he only calls when he wants me to show off with him or show off to his friends. He calls me tonight to see if I will go to a meeting to join some car club that he says that I would be one of the best in. So that doesn't say much for the club if i would be in the top...because my car is still kinda stockish, so you can only imagine. Plus, Tito is too busy pretending to be a pimp, or at least thinking that he is. James was really the only guy out of the three that I got along with the best...we are both cheezy goofy white boys that have the same views on our other friends. James, by the way, is the guy whose ass is on the post a couple of days ago. So you can understand the similarities in humor...though you haven't seen my ass yet, but there exists pictures of such a spectacle, including one of me crossdressing! But that is a different story...
Oh, so I worked all night, made some awesome money tonight in the 4 hours that I worked. I just busted my ass to do it though, so it wasnt that worth it! Sweating all night and having to take order after order at the same time, so it was kinda stressful. But then to finish my night off well, Dawn came to visit us all at the restaurant to show off her party costume for a girl at work's Halloween party. HOLY SHWING! She was struttin' it like her momma gave it to her. This is a catholic girl that goes to church and dresses all abercrombie, neat looking, cutie. But she reealllly caught my attention tonight. I never thought she could have so much sex appeal. She wore a Snow White outfit, but she made all efforts to expose as much white snow as she could. Red fishnets, short SHORT skirt with red spandex undies, the snow white scheme of colors for the blouse, but with her boobs pushed allllll the way up! She has a nice figure for being kind of chubby and small. But the excitement lasted for a second, because I really don't get off on that visual crap. She wasn't there to see me, nor would she have made it a point to say hi to me, so ya know, I just didn't harp on it too much. It's like that time I went to the strip club called Temptations.
James and Daniel went with me, and I just didn't get turned on at all. It was like watching african tribal women walking around with their tits hanging out...you just kind of acknowledge that they are normally undressed and when they swing around, you wonder if they are dancing for rain or for next week's dinner to be a swift hunt and kill. Seriously, why go to pay women for having their boobs out and shake their ass in front of you when you can't have it (and it's not like you want it). What a waste, for one, and two, isn't it kind of degrading to be in a profession like that? I just wondered what each girl's reason for dancing was...I should have asked them...then maybe I would have got my money's worth and I could write a book about my findings. And James kept paying for dances for me, which they did right in front of you and sometimes with other women...but really, they aren't thinking "oh, he's cute, I would love to go out with him sometime" or "Is he looking at me because im beautiful?" Ya know what I mean....maybe I am just messed up, but it is just not my thing...neither is porn. I mean, when i was 13, yeah, it was the coolest thing ever...especially when you told your friends that your grandma has Cinemax and leaves it on after she falls asleep when all the dirty stuff comes on...lol. True! But now that I'm over that hormone thing, I just don't care about sex or the symbols that women make of themselves when they flip out their breasts covered with pasties on their nipples and show you that they have curves. Wanna turn me on? Show me that you have a heart and the feelings that correspond to it...now there's something you dont see everyday!