Serving finally

I learned today that I am going to be trained to become a server at my job...about fkin time! lol. I've been working there for almost a year, bustin my ass, and it is well overdue. Like this one girl, Katy, she comes in from another red lobster and starts working at my place. within the first month, she becomes a server. And she is so fake too. That's my horn dog of a manager for ya. He does anything for any chick when they give his dog a bone. YUCK. She talks like a little mouse when she says hi to people...kinda like if everyone was a liitle kid. Don't get me wrong, she has a normal pitch, but it just elevates rapidly when she sees someone and has to pretend she gives a shit. The only bad thing about getting this job is that the girl that has been waiting for 2 years is getting screwed over. Dawn, thats her name, was the one to tell me too. Strange how life throws things at you with a curve of irony and a fastball to the nuts. So i wasnt that excited but more upset for her because she wants it bad. She isn't that great of a people person, but she plays it off well and she needs it more than i do...but they wont make any changes to accomodate her needs. They are all assholes that only care about profit and their own reputations. So Ill just get trained, using them for that experience at least, keep looking for jobs until I find a better one where people actually have a heart for god sakes.
Speaking of having a heart, this girl at work Brandi (yeah, i know, always the girls at work, they must just come in droves of women to redlobster, right...lol) is the sweetest thing since white chocolate...well she kinda is...anyways, she is sweet, petite, and quite neat. But of course I cant have her. Who says so? God apparently, or whoever manages this life of mine. I am religious (if you can call being catholic as religious..haha) but I dont deny that there is some big plan driven by a big kid with a magnifying glass on top of our anthill we call everyday life. Who the big kid is, I dont think about it much...but i know that he/she/whatever likes to make life interesting. Newho, back to the chick, of course she is taken by some guy. But I dont shun the guy for picking her up before I did. It was meant to happen I guess, and she is a true-hearted woman, so it seems. But my primary observations don't need to go past that with her. She will still be a sweet person to be around and yet still have the capacity to allow me to enjoy being alive. Because people that take the time to smile in life really appreciate it for what it is, and I believe wholeheartedly in living life to its fullest and always finding something positive out of everything negative in this life. Sure the next life may be better if there is such a unique possibility, but there still may not be a tomorrow. At least end it knowing that you found hapiness, in whatever small little insignificant manner.
I believe that is actually the fuel that keeps our flame burning within. I think that life doesn't exist unless there is some sort of satisfaction whatever it may be. I mean, what is life really without a purpose...and purpose makes us happy, knowing that we are working toward a goal or goals. It's what can be that allows us to live on and expect the next day to be just as interesting as the next. So go ahead and kiss, go ahead and rip one for all I care, if it makes you smile, Ill smile and im happy...Good night, rock on...lol
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