Today seemed just another tuesday stuck in bed until my legs pulled me out of bed. I woke up to the telly-phone at 700 am...I missed my dentist appt...whoops. I'm not much for oral neways...haha cheezy joke for the night. I thought the appt was on thursday, my bad. Dentist's dont do much anyways, so they dont deserve my insurance money. :P
So went back to bed until 12...worst sleep i can have for 5 xtra hours. I dont know what it is, but I havent been sleeping well at all for the past few months. Maybe it's my matress, but its like only a year old. I think it is because I really have nothing to wake up for except for my daily routine to bring me to the next day. Sure I have some fun, but it aint much. More of my time is spent walking and pacing around the house trying to find something to do on a day off from school (tuesdays and thursdays I dont have class).
So I played my guitar for a bit, practiced my fingerings and just jammed a bit. I started playing the guitar about 3 weeks ago because I had always wanted to and never really had the time nor the passion to do it. But now I am looking to apply myself to something creative and what better way than music. I was in band in middle school/beginning of hs, so I have an ear for music...plus I love rock music. Ever listened to Queen, Van Halen, or some ol' school alternative Nirvana? If ever, then you really can't appreciate rock music like I have for the 14 years that I have been able to remember Boston or some Pumpkins on the radio or the tape deck (for the days when tape players were premium stereo options...hehe). So I hope that eventually I can use my passion for writing my feelings down into creating some songs. I dont wanna be a big rock star, just have something that I do to pass the time and make me feel good.
Cheesy little fantasy for you: I've always wanted to write a song on the guitar and play it for a girl that I've fallen for and have her watch me all starry-eyed as I stared at her and sung my heart out. Just to have that appreciation from a chick would flip my world upside down and make it a good life to live. But maybe one day..
So that psycho girl plan worked out I think...my other friend Sasha told her about this hicky i got about a month ago (another story) and suggested that I had a gf...well, she took the bait and asked me about it. So I used the girl from work that I would love to date, Kristin, as my pretend gf. Lol, i know, im dumb, but it worked. She told me that she was going to watch something upstairs in the guys dorm room and that she had to go. Then she said bye and ended the convo to my surprise. Her endings usually last for fricken 5-10 minutes as she comes up with another thought to elaborate on to keep me talking to her and starving a pillow to sleep on. So hopefully she will get the hint that I aint interested in her. If not, then i guess i will just have to tell her flat out that we can't be friends. She is really THAT annoying!
Washed my car today, saw Shark Tale with Ashley, my best friend, and saw Hilary Duff get PuNk'd on MTV...woof and growl...hehe, j/k...jailbait. But Lindsay Lohan, legally I can bark up a tree for her. :P nah, I'll stick to low-maintenance girls without huge butts and boobs....ok, stick a fork in me, Im DONE
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Holy, shit, I barely just made a deadline on a computer project i had to do tonight. The damn link wouldnt open up on my pegasus webpage, so i had to open it up and change the link, then reload it onto my pegasus server and then the pictures didnt transfer with the page...and that was like 5 mins before i had to send the link..
Today kinda was boring as crap, but i got through it somehow. I listened to my friend Brittany tell me how she told this girl to move on because she is annoying and she has this really bad crush on me even though she is at UF and me at UCF and she knows im not interested in her. I wanna be her friend and all, but she kinda acts like she is psycho or something, because she gets mad when i dont pick up my phone or dont leave it on. She acts like she is my girlfriend when she isnt, you know THAT OBSESSIVE type. My ex/best friend came over today, and we hung out infront of the tube for a bit. Then I fell asleep and she left...lol...MTV wasnt that exciting today, i guess.
Oh, and I ate at Red Lobster...yumm...I was reminded why I shouldnt work at a place i would eat at....you get sick of the smell of it. And I've smelled one too many pasta plates for me to finish it all...so i ate some hot spicy chicken wings at a seafood place.You know, life is boring right now. Not many people to make friends with at school because they are all in their own world when you talk to them...none of them seem to be the hang out type. And what really pisses me off is that my friends from HS that I still hang out with, they sometimes slip into that same state. They ignore you and just talk about themselves the whole hour you have a break. Sometimes I wonder why I hang around them...I guess it's because at one time we all used to hang out and have a great time. I wish that they would still want to do that with me. I would love to take them away from school and buy them all lunch...they would probably just say "yeah, we should do that sometime!" You know, the in-the-moment response...and they may actually be excited, but it just never happens.