Going Psych-o!

I dont know why it bothers me so much, but I had no clue today that there were a couple of assignments due in Psychology that I had no clue about, and now I may not be able to turn them in for any credit...but its still possible that I may still get 75% credit for it...but it still bothers me. Maybe because I am trying to stay on track this year and it's as if someone is trying to stop me in my tracks and discourage me from doing so, telling me that there is no hope in the world for me to find hope itself. On top of that, I woke up this morning and I was sore, so my body didn't want me to get up so it could continue healing itself. So I've been dragging, needless to say, and I was waiting for something like that to just make it all that much worse.
On the flip side, speaking of being sore, I quit my side job that I have been holding on to for the summer. It has become more of an inconvenience than anything, being that I like to be free to do what I want when i want, and it has simply been a lingering responsibility that I did not want to have to think about anymore. It paid about $18 an hour, which is good, being that I would come out with about 60 bucks a week for 3hrs plus supplies, but money is not worth the mental stress that the job added to with everything else that I have to think about. Hence, school seems to be getting a bit more stressful and doesn't seem to have a point of return that will provide salvation from the uneasiness felt thus far.
Maybe I am just bored...maybe I just wish that we didnt have to work so hard to be someone when really some of us are already someone. I wish people would look for us and offer opportunities that would last a lifetime and provide for the rest of the populus. I wish that I could play video games in the morning, eat, go out to a movie, stop at a putt putt, go out to a nice restaraunt, have friends over, eat, sleep, and all the while have Emily next to me, enjoying the fun and relaxation. I just want to go outside and rollerblade, or go work out, maybe take a drive around town for no reason. But I cannot...there is too much to do and too little time. All I can hope for is Thursday to come a lot sooner. I am way too impatient!